Maybe… Maybe you’ll wonder why she’s alone, sitting at home, reading a book despite having so many friends. well, she’s someone who loves sitting at the window, gazing around, a book in hand or a diary to write in. She’s not someone who party person but rather she would choose her alone time. does it makes her dull, does it makes her introvert? Nah, she’s someone full of talks, laughter and joy, someone who follow her instincts, someone who believes in following her heart. does that make her less than others?
Choosing Books over movies,
Never failing, fulfilling all her duties.
someone who buries all hurt inside,
Laughter is what you see when she arrives.
Always a good listener giving solutions,
Laughter, love and humor, she speaks all with fusion.
Does it mean she’s not hurt?
or she just hides it, with all her art.
She’s different with all her perspectives,
She chooses to open up, only to selective!
Her face will always be happy and bright,
When things are all wrong, she manages to put them all right.
Someone who never shares her thoughts,
For the right, she always fought.
She’s simple with her own charm,
there are things that cost her a lot of harm.
can you read her silence?
or can you just see her laughter?
Is it all true or just like a shadow darker.
There’s a lot going inside her head,
Much more than the words she said,
At the end, leaving aside everything,
She focuses on her Goals,
Will you ever be able to understand?
An amateur soul.
Yes, She may not enjoy movies and choose books, she may not enjoy rides but choose to walk, she may not be up to date, she may not be perfect, she will argue, she will irritate, she will fight. She’s much more than you think, she’s at times immature, but she knows how to tackle situations, she may not know many things, but what she knows is what she loves. She may not be always satisfied with your efforts, she may just, just need your time, she may need you to be beside her, she wants you to listen to all her nonsense talks, to her heart, she may want you to take her on a drive at midnight. She might take you to unplanned trips, she might just express you her late night craving, her love for food. She doesn’t like holding hands like typical couples rather she would love expressing herself. She will never be up to date with skinny jeans rather she’ll be in her track pants and a loose T-shirt, will it be okay? She may not pick up your calls when she’s busy reading but will shout on you on not picking up her calls. not being selfish but because she’s worried. Will you be okay? will you be okay when she’ll play all her party songs when you like soothing ones? will you be okay if she’s loud in public expressing her joy? or When she’ll just get drunk and messages you all the irritating thing? Are you will to take it all? Someone who reads fantasy and collects books like crazy? someone who’s satisfied being at home? someone who loves expressing herself? She might act crazy, talk stupid, behave kidish. will you be with her?
She is not perfect in all ways, All she knows is to Love and not expecting to be loved. She’s not someone who will give up on eating when you have not eaten, not someone who will plead and say sorry for mistakes she has not done. and not someone who will stop doing things because you don’t like or You want her not to do. It took her years to build up, be herself, speaks up whats h=in her mind thinking that at least you won’t judge her like everyone does.
Will you love that Amateur Soul? The unloved soul?